May 2013
10 posts
You gave me the green lights to help you and now you’re telling me you don’t like what I’m doing wth?
found a 6cm long scratch on the back of my macbook. gonna buy a macbook protector case first thing tomorrow morning FUUUUUUU
I always want what I can’t have. I always ask for too much when it comes to this. I guess it’s better than I not have this at all if I mean nothing. Fuck this shit. That’s why I never wanted such things at all
Feeling so happy even though it’s 3:30AM in the morning and I have a paper at 9AM but I’m barely half done with revising for it :’(
Can’t wait for this fucked up paper to be over and it’s gonna be my sleeeep time + awsumz night ahead ^^
Although i’m still insecure and skeptical about this, I think I’m starting to become more convinced…
April 2013
14 posts
Sometimes I stop and think about whether things have gone by way too fast. I mean, I guess I kinda enjoy all this, but I still can’t help but to think about how I’m a free spirit, and how I never want to be tied down. I don’t know if it’s the right thing to think about at this time.. when I should be focussing on my papers instead.
..which, well, I haven’t finished...
我今天 真的真的 很开心
没想到自己也会有一天会感受到这种快乐
How often does one find someone whom they can be totally comfortable and at ease with, and trust that person almost entirely? (let’s be realistic) And know that no matter what, that person will not leave you?
I think I might have found one. x
Went stargazing with R and I saw a shooting star while talking to him! Pretty sure it was a shooting star because aeroplanes don’t fly that fast. We ended up trying to spot another shooting star haha cuz R didn’t see it. It was a good night, and it made up for a shit day. x
I figured, perhaps it isn’t that bad as I thought after all.
sometimes, certain words are better left unsaid.
the amount of regret, disappointment i have right now cannot be put into words.
i wish that i didn’t have to know and be so upset about it, i know i’ll still be upset anyways, but i wish i didn’t have to be this upset. i really appreciate the honesty but sometimes.. i just wish that everything went in my favour.
i always do wish...
All this while I’ve been overthinking and overanalysing that I don’t know what are my true feelings. Letting go of my thoughts and listening to my heart may be right afterall…
Your lack of effort for almost everything appalls me
I swear I need to cease all human interaction during my period because after this period I’m not so sure if I’d know anyone that I didn’t offend. This has got to be the worse PMS ever and it hasn’t even started and it’s stressing me out because I want to get it over and done with (plus I’ve been getting ridiculous cramps for the past few days) Bloody womb just...
Whoever reblogs this by April 2nd will get their...
forthosewhocravefashion:
laughparty:
I’ll take a pic of where I put them and tag ur url
I live in nyc and if I don’t see some proof of this I’ll be pissed.
March 2013
10 posts
Does this mean anything? The fact that I care about whether he’s emotionally hurt, especially if it’s because of me? Or am I just worried because he’s such a nice person and I’m always so mean to him and make him upset but he always keep it to himself and not telling anyone? Do I feel guilty that he’s always there for me and yet I always leave him behind? What is this...
asianmochi:
do you ever have sudden bursts of love for your friends but love like platonic love, you feel just so happy being around them and you’re so glad you’re friends with them, you want to cling to them forever and scream but that would be weird
Been missing out on Mesut Ozil… and now I found his instagram, and that first picture he posted of him and his abs… ooooh how ‘ab’. HAHAHA omg he has grown so much more of a man from a boy a few years back :’)))
So broke now :(
Can’t wait for the holidays so I can shop!
So now I’m spazzing over someone I never thought I’d spazz over but oh my gosh he can be so cute and what an eligible bachelor he is WHY ISN’T HE ATTACHED ALREADY I would love to see who his girlfriend is like.
Does that make me weird though? Wanting to see people get attached because I think they totally should? Hahaha.
I’ve been thinking quite a bit of how I want to live my life recently. Yup, I’m back to having one of ‘those moments’, when I start to contemplate about life.
Just a few days back a friend of mine dropped by school to well, I suppose, to ‘club’ hahaha because there was a school event and they kinda transformed the area into a mini club with the deejay and...
I can be a good friend but I’m sorry I can’t seem to be any more than that.
February 2013
16 posts
As usual everytime I need to study I always end up writing here. It’s the old familiar feeling again that I’ve been feeling since JC, but just that this time round, I’ve learned to see things a little more positively. This doesn’t mean that I feel confident about tomorrow’s quiz.. my confidence’s level is well below 0 but I don’t think it’s the first...
Can’t decide if I should get a Kanken, I mean, I already have a nice working Eastpak for me to use.. but Kankens are sooo pretty and they’re having a promotion now.. meh what should I do? :(
Using my new spiffy macbook pro right now :)
I’ve been telling myself to be patient and wait for the next model to come out.. but heck, i’ll just make do with the current 2012 model :) afterall, it’s not like technology’s gonna stop at the 2013’s model…
So I’m a happy girl, right now :) Thanks to yongliang, i have my microsoft office for mac and the...
Feeling a little down at the moment.
Just feeling the loneliness.. I mean, aren’t we all lonely at some time of our lives?
This loneliness isn’t from not having a boyfriend or a partner to be with, but rather people you can trust. It doesn’t help that I have trust issues with people that I’m starting to find it hard to trust my friends..
Maybe I’m overcomplicating...
Passing Notes
Mouth: I'm hungry
Stomach: no, you're a mouth. You don't get hungry.
Mouth: well, I want food!
Stomach: too bad. I don't. You're just board.
Mouth: well what else am I supposed to do?!??
Stomach: I really don't care. But don't make me work overtime because you're too lazy/bored/uncreative to think of something to entertain yourself with.
Mouth: YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND MY NEEDS!!!!!!
Stomach: ::sigh:: you're not eating. You can tantrum all you want... But you're not eating until I say *I'M* hungry. Go play with Tongue. Tongue is a cool cat.
I actually thought this whole convo out to myself lol!
I am honestly so much more content sitting in my room alone at night smiling to myself as I watch my favorite t.v. shows, than out in in uncomfortable situation that involves me pretending to be having the time of my life with boring people, who don’t care about me, doing pointless things.
I really hate people who are late still can be so buay paiseh tell me to reply your fucking email on time when I’m fucking waiting for you to fucking come you’re not a fucking god and I’m the one doing you a favour so don’t fucking boss me around to reply your stupid fucking email. I don’t have a good record of being early either but at least I’ll be paiseh and...
