April 2010
16 posts
Fuck it. Seriously fuck it. I’m half an hour away from meeting TY and sylvie and this bullshit has to come to me.
Do you know what the fuck is your problem? You NEVER take things seriously, thinking it’s all a game. You think that you can still continue your fucking ways like how you did back in secondary school. But you know what? YOU CAN’T. You’re in fucking JC,...
Le sigh
Sometimes I wish I could put a snippet of music as my title because I find that I express myself better with music rather than words.
I think something’s wrong with me; I’ve been getting really temperamental lately and I just simply don’t feel like talking to people. Don’t get me wrong, I still talk alot in school, but I find myself becoming more or less quieter now....
Newton's 3rd Law
I think I’ll never understand why you’re always not there when I need you, and yet still want me to be where you want me to be.
Rainbow Paradise
I saw this gorgeous dress at Esprit today and damn I love the whole carefree look of it…… If only I could get it. I bet it’s over a hundred bucks :(
And jingru says she’ll get it for my bday :O HAHA THANKS FOR SAYING THAT. Even though it might not come through but I’m still happy you’re willing to get it for me :> Hahaha. OH YEAH I PASSED MY IPU TODAY...
Failure
Just like what I reblogged below, I can’t help but to feel like a failure knowing that I can’t pass the goddamn 2.4km run. And my IPUs as well as SBJ. I know I’ve never been good at PE, I’ve been mocked as being fat, I know what are my weaknesses and what I can’t do well. I was never fit, in everyone’s opinion, but honestly, I don’t care. I used to just...
Heartbreaker: broken, wounded →
It’s fucking 2.4km run tomorrow. And as you can probably tell, I don’t feel good about it. I’ve always hated running, have always been fat all my life and I’m never going to pass this test. I don’t fucking know how I’m going to run under 16 minutes for the damn thing. What, am I supposed to fly?…
Exactly how I feel.
wish
I wish I didn’t have to feel this terrible about myself but I can’t help it. I failed running today and not only that, I’m the last person -_- The feeling’s like worse than anything that I’ve felt, even worse than the disappointment I got when I got a B for Emaths last year, or when I didn’t the post I wanted.
I was very touched when lingmei and sinhui came...
bring on the rain
I’ve been wanting to write an entry regarding this a long time ago… maybe one week or two? Didn’t have a chance because I’ve been so busy and my mind is occupied with JC stuff too much for me to handle btw.
I was reading my old entries from the blogs I used to write in (I own many blogs before this) and I realise how much I’ve changed in this four years. From an...
